Update....

I know it's been a loooong time since i last updated but a lot happened in my life this past year. I recently lost my father and juggling work and classes is not easy but i've decided to update this blog again ( i'm working on it). I feel like i owe you guys at least that because you've been so supportive of it. I don't know if there are still people who are interested in reading it but i'll find out in the comments hopefully.

Much Love <3

Trying to move on...

Well in the last post Jay left Bey because he couldn't deal with all the drama that was going on in her life. The sad thing is that he left her without even explaining why, after rethinking about everything Bey decided to give Jay an ultimatum. Either he would contact her until 12am the next day and try to work things out or he would never have to speak to her again so......

Bey decides that she want’s to eat Pizza so she goes to ‘’Pizzeria Nolo’’ she loves it there and it was the only place Jay used to take her for some romantic dates when they were in Miami…Little did she know that Jay had the same idea…Jay walked in and saw Bey sitting in the table across the room but she didn’t see him…Jay was shocked because he didn’t expect to see her in Miami at all

Jay: *grabs TyTy’s arm* we have to leave man

TyTy: O.o Why?! Wtf is going on Jay?!

Jay: *points over to Bey* Look who’s here

TyTy: Oh shit I didn’t even know she was here

Jay: OH duh me neither..so lets go

TyTy: So you really don’t want to talk to her?!

Jay: We already talked about it so lets go ok

TyTy: -______- I can’t with you sometimes

Bey hears some familiar voices but when she went to look for where it came from she only saw what seemed Jay’s back what left her really confused

Bey *thinks* Was that Jay?! Nah Beyoncé you are making things up in your head...Damn I must really miss him *checks phone* Still no sign *sighs* Maybe it’s really over 

Time passes and Jay got really distracted he was in the club with TyTy and some other friends… Beyoncé didn’t even cross his mind anymore…Bey was in her hotel room crying

The ckock hit 12am and there was NO sign of Jay

Bey: *sighs* I’m sitting in my room desperate for my phone to ring. How could I let this situation come to this point?! I was never the type of girl who let a guy have that much power over her, this really got out of control. I guess that’s what love does to you, just thinking about it makes me wanna cry. He truly doesn’t give a fuck about me or my feelings. What makes me angrier is that I didn’t do anything and I really don’t understand what happened. When I turned my head to look at my watch it was already 1 am. *teary eyed* I guess he made his choice, it was good while it lasted*cries, picks her phone up and throws it against the wall* Bey cried herself to sleep

Meanwhile at the club

TyTy: Jay?!

Jay was drunk and making out with some hoe not even paying attention to what TyTy was saying

TyTy: *pushes him* JAY?!

Jay: *irritated* DAMN WTF IS WRONG WITHH YOU?!!!!

TyTy: Jay man I know you *points to the hoe* and this is not you anymore. Look at your watch it’s already 1 am, go call your girl nigga while it’s still time maybe she will pick up.

Jay: Oh fuck her and her drama filled ass

TyTy: *shakes him* You don’t mean that now sober up and get the hell out of here

Jay pushes TyTy causing him to fall on the floor

TyTy: *mad af* You know what?! Fuck you nigga I was just trying to help your dumb ass and you treat me like that?! Go ahead and fuck that hoe you guys deserve each other. Just don’t forget about the girl who’s probably crying her eyes out because of you *walks away and mumbles* I can’t with dumb ass niggas ugh

Jay: *yells* FUCK YOU! *grabs the hoe* C’mon baby lets have some fun

Hoe ( And yes that’s what I will keep calling her lol) : Yes Daddy I can’t wait *winks*

Jay and the hoe leave the club and catch a cab to his hotel. After 30 minutes they finally arrive, Jay pulls out his wallet and something fells on the floor.

Jay: *pays the cab driver and picks up whatever fell on the floor. It was a picture of Beyoncé*

Jay: *looks at it* Damn I really fucked up

Hoe: *looks at the picture in Jay’s hand* What’s wrong baby?! Oh is that the Beyoncé bitch you used to date?!

Jay: *looks at her with anger* You better shut your hoeish ass up when you talk about her. You ain’t even half of a woman that she is! What was I thinking?! *shakes head* You can catch the cab back home, I don’t want to fuck your stupid ass no more *leaves the hoe with a dumb expression on her face*

Jay went to his hotel room, he picked his phone and call Beyoncé

*The number y… * Jay : *throws his phone on the bed* FUCK

The next day Beyoncé decided to go back to Houston to her family because she needed them right now, finishing her album wasn’t an option at the moment. Her mind wasn’t in the right place and to continue working like that didn’t even make sense to her.

Jay woke up with a bad headache, no wonder after everything that happened the previous night. He tried to call Bey again but the only voice he heard was her voicemail. He kept on trying but nothing. He felt bad about how he treaded TyTy in the club, the truth was that he was only trying to help him.

Jay: Damn what tf Is wrong with me lately?! It seems like I can’t do shit right. I left the woman who I love because ''I can’t deal with her drama''. The woman that was there for me, she even forgave me after I cheated on her and I treaded her like this. Even TyTy has to put up with my shit ugh

Jay was only in town for 2 days and now that his meetings were over he called his private jet to take him back home to New Year. Working in the studio was always a good way to keep his mind off things and to express how he was feeling at the moment. He decided to let this story with Beyoncé cool down a little, but he still hoped that they could work things out after all.

It’s been 2 months now after the whole incident. Bey and the girls were back in New York for some meetings that they still had together before all the albums were released. The past couple of months haven’t been easy for Beyoncé although everybody did their best to make her happy and take her mind off Jay she still was sad about the whole situation.

After a whole day of work the girls planed on having some fun at the club but Bey wasn’t in the mood.

At the hotel

Angie: C’mon Bey you haven’t been out for ages. Lets have some fun and enjoy this beautiful city

Bey: *laying in bed* I’m tired and tomorrow is gonna be another long day. You guys can go and have some fun

Kelly: Oh hell no. Ms Beyoncé Knowles you WILL NOT stay here by yourself and start thinking about stuff that will eventually make you sad again. Now move your ass and get ready. Meet us at the lobby in 1 hour ok?!

Bey: *whines* But I don’t want toooooooo

Angie: We don’t care about that. Now get yo ass up

Bey: Ugh I hate y’all

Michelle: We love you too BB *laughs*

Bey *thinks* Damn I’m really not in the mood to go out, I just want to stay in the hotel and sleep. Ugh I guess I’ll go for 1 hour and come back afterwards

Bey put on a sexy black dress that accentuate her curves perfectly and some really amazing red high heels. She looked flawless as usual

1 Hour later

Kelly: Damn look at you, you're gonna turn a lot of heads today

Bey: Oh well just know that I’m not in the mood for dumb asses and their ignorant comments. Watch me leave after 1 hour

Angie: Oh c’mon Bey lets just have fun. You know you’ve been all sad after you know what. Maybe you’ll meet someone nice today, who knows?!

Bey: I know and that’s why that won’t happen

The girls leave to hit the club. On their way in they already had people staring at them.

Bey: Ugh we can’t even go to a club without them staring anymore

Kelly: I know Bey but lets not think about it and have fuuuuunnnn

Bey: *roles eyes* Ok well I’m going to the bar to get a drink

On her way  to the bar she bumps in to somebody

Bey: *turns around* Oh excuse me *looks at the guy and smiles*

TBC……….

Who do you guys think it is?! Leave a comment and thank you for reading <3

 Oh and i know it's short but i'll update again this week ^.^

I'M SO SORRY

Well i know it's been a while since i updated but i've been really busy with work. The good news is that i will be off for a whole week because it's my Birthdaaayyyy on Thursday so i thought i would give you guys an update before my B'Day so i'm gonna post for sure tomorrow. I'm already writing it so once again i'm sorry and i hope you guys still enjoy reading my blog. Much loveeeeee :*

What to do now?!

Sorry guys it took me so long to update but I’ve been busy and honestly a bit lazy too haha and I wanted to update the last couple weeks but the whole Beyoncé website distracted me I think you guys know what I mean LOL so if you haven’t checked it out yet what I don’t think go to beyonce.com & beyonce.tumblr.com J And thanks for the great feedback I received for my last update I really appreciate it..I love to read your comments so feel free to comment on this post, tell me what you think if you like it or not

So In the last post Jay caught Usher kissing Bey what made him think about his relationship with Beyoncé and come to the conclusion that he had enough of the drama that was going on in their lives so he basically ended everything with her. She texted him telling him how she felt about everything and telling him to contact her the next day or otherwise she would leave him for good. So her we goooooooo

(Text) I love you more than anything but I learned that I have to start  putting  me first and love me first. I’m giving you one last chance to work things out and if you decide to end our story for good I’ll have to accept it. So If you still want to be with me you can call/text or whatever you want to do to get in touch again. You’ll have until tomorrow night. I know that maybe you are busy but if I’m important enough you’ll make time for me.

(Text)If this isn’t the case I’ll change my number and you will never have to talk to me again. Love Beyoncé

Jay sees the text messages and decides to…..

Well Jay decided to sleep a night over the whole story and see how the next day goes. He really wants to text or call her but he doesn’t know if that is the right thing to do. Bey felt relieved after she pressed send on that last text, she felt the burden coming off her shoulders after she told Jay how she felt but she was also hoping and praying that he would contact her in some way the next day because if he doesn’t that would seriously mean the end of their relationship. She tried to fall asleep but all the things on her mind made it impossible.

Jay woke up the next day and got ready for work but his mind was sill with Beyoncé, he still didn’t know what to do, he had some time left so he decided to see how the day goes. Bey did the same she distracted herself with work because waiting for a signal from Jay would just drive her crazy and that was the last thing that she wanted at this point. She didn’t want to get more hurt than she was at the moment and raising her hopes just to get disappointed at the end would crush her even more.

Jay spent almost his whole day at a meeting with some business partners. TyTy saw that Jay was there with his body but his mind was far away.

TyTy: Jay man what’s wrong with you?!

Jay: Nothing L

TyTy: Oh you lyin nigga I know you to damn well! Tell me wusup

Jay: Not now TyTy we are in the middle of a meeting which could cost me millions of dollars so stfu nigga

TyTy: I bet it’s about your chick…what’s wrong with you and Beyoncé?!

Jay: I already told you what happened so can we move on now?!

TyTy: No I see that’s not only that…did you guys talk again?!

Jay: No but she sent me some text messages yesterday

TyTy: What did she say?!

Jay: She said that if I don’t contact her today that she will delete me off her life

TyTy: well nigga you can’t judge her..the girl still doesn’t know wtf is going on…did you tell her why you 

left?!

Jay: No

TyTy: See!!! So what are you gonna do now?!

Jay: I dunno ok I really dunno *sigh*

TyTy: Well you have to decide on your own but I hope you don’t make anything that you’ll regret in the future because you know if you leave her she’ll have A LOT of niggas running after her

Jay: I know I just want the best for her and maybe the best isn’t on my side…You know?!

TyTy: To be honest I hope you guys work things out I’ve never seen you fall for someone like you did for her

Jay: Yes but love means putting someone’s needs above yours TyTy and I know that she’s hurt now but she’ll get over it and maybe find someone that makes her happier than I do and someone who can deal with all the drama that’s going on in her life

TyTy: To be honest I think that you are overreacting Jay…I know that it’s not easy to deal with everything that’s going on in her life but your life isn’t better and she was always on your side even when you messed up she was there so you should really think about what you’ll do next…I don’t know her as good as you but I’m sure if she texted you and said if you don’t contact her she’ll give up on your relationship she’ll truly do that

Jay: I know TyTy I KNOW…can we change the topic please?! Well I’m hungry you wanna go eat something?!

TyTy: Whatever you say man..and hell yes I’m hungry but can we leave like that?!

Jay: Sure I guess the meeting is over *they leave*

Meanwhile Bey is working on her album trying to get her mind off Jay (She flew to Miami to work on her album and Jay was there for his meeting but they have no idea that they are in the same town) … She checks her phone every 10 minutes but no text or call from Jay.. With every minute that passes so did her hope… The day before she was truly convinced that Jay would contact her but that conviction was vanishing

Studio guy: Beyoncé?!!

Bey……

Studio guy: BEYONCÉ?!!!

Bey: Huh what?!

Studio guy: You need a break?!

Bey: Why?!

Studio guy: You don’t seem focused at all

Bey: Sorry I was thinking about something…maybe a break is good a good idea...i think I’ll grab something to eat

Studio guy: Ok so you’ll be back in 1 hour or 2?!

Bey: Ok *leaves and calls Kelly*

Kelly: Hello?!

Bey: Hey Kelly you wanna go eat something?!

Kelly: Oh I’m busy right now sorry Bey…I gotta go ok?! Love you *hangs up*

Bey: O.o oh ok well I bet they are all too damn busy so I’ll go by myself

Bey decides that she want’s to eat Pizza so she goes to ‘’Pizzeria Nolo’’ she loves it there and it was the only place Jay used to take her for some romantic dates when they were in Miami…Little did she know that Jay had the same idea…Jay walked in and saw Bey sitting in the table across the room but she didn’t see him…Jay was shocked because he didn’t expect to see her in Miami at all

Jay: *grabs TyTy’s arm* we have to leave man

TyTy: O.o Why?! Wtf is going on Jay?!

Jay: *points over to Bey* Look who’s here

TyTy: Oh shit I didn’t even know she was here

Jay: OH duh me neither..so lets go

TyTy: So you really don’t want to talk to her?!

Jay: We already talked about it so lets go ok

TyTy: -______- I can’t with you sometimes

Bey hears some familiar voices but when she went to look for where it came from she only saw what seemed Jay’s back what left her really confused

Bey *thinks* Was that Jay?! Nah Beyoncé you are making things up in your head...Damn I must really miss him *checks phone* Still no sign *sighs* Maybe it’s really over L

Time passes and Jay got really distracted he was in the club with TyTy and some other friends… Beyoncé didn’t even cross his mind anymore…Bey was in her hotel room crying

 The ckock hits 12am and there was NO sign of Jay

TBC…..

Sorry for the short post but I really want to know what you guys think!

Should they break up and maybe date other people?! Should they get back together?! Please comment and let me know what you think… If I get enough comments I might update tomorrow J Love You guys and thanks for reading <3 

THE END?!

So in the last post the whole Knowles family ( except  Matthew) went on a vacation to get away from all the mess with Matthew and from the media ..They had an amazing day at the beach and everything was fine until Usher’s dumbass decided to push it and kiss Bey … little did they know that Jay saw everything so here it goes J

Person: *knocks again*

Bey: Ok come in

Usher: *opens door* Hey Bey can I talk to you?!

Bey: Uh what are you doing here?! I don’t have nothing to talk about with you

Usher: Please Bey just 5min

Bey: *sighs* Usher you know if Jay sees you here he will freak out

Usher: *comes in* Please Beyoncé

Bey: *stands up* Please leave usher *pushes him towards the door*

Usher: *grabs her face and kisses her*

Little did they know that Jay saw them kissing.. He decided to go back downstairs and wait for Bey to tell him what’s going on, he wants to see if she’s honest with him about this situation.. He’s so mad that he decided to go for a walk just to clear his head

Solo: Jay where are you going?! What happened?!

Jay: Nothing I’m just gonna go for a walk on the beach .. I need some fresh air

Kelly: mmmm ok do you know where Bey is?!

Jay: I have no idea *leaves*

Upstairs

Bey: *pushes Usher away and slaps him* what are you doing?! O.o Usher I have a boyfriend and I love Jay so why would you do that?! And you are with Solo *shakes her head*

Usher: Bey I always had a crush on you and I know you have feelings for me too just admit it..i know you don’t love that big ass lips nigga

Bey: You are out of your mind right now… I’m gonna let this pass because I don’t want more drama and we are here to chill and not do deal with bullshit like this … You are lucky that Jay didn’t see anything he would have beaten the shit out of you .. and YES I LOVE JAY so get over it …You are lucky that I won’t tell anybody about this *leaves the room*

Bey *thinks* WTF is wrong with him?! This is crazy.. like damn can I get a break?! I had such an amazing day and now this -____- Jay will freak out if he finds out and it will just bring more drama into our lives …

Downstairs

Bey: Jay?! JAYYY?! Jay baby where are you?!

Kelly: Ugh Bey do you have to yell like that?! Shut up haha

Bey: Bitch this is MY vacation so I do whatever I want and you will deal!!!

Solo: Damn what happened?! Why  are you mad like that?!

Bey: Oh you too?! Nothing happened where is Jay?!

Ty: well he left for a walk on the beach, he looked pressed tho

Bey: mmm ok I’m gonna go look for him

Solo: Oh Bey do you know where Usher is?! I haven’t seen him for a while

Bey: I have no idea *opens door*

MsTina: Beyoncé don’t take too long dinner is ready

Bey: Ok mom I will be right back

Angie: Yeah right watch them get freaky on the beach

Ty: Phahah yessss I bet she’s gonna get dicked down

Solo: FREAKS

Bey: *roles eyes* shut up lol you guys are just pressed because you are getting non

Bey walks along the beach, she’s looking for Jay but he is nowhere to be found

Bey: Jayyyyy?! JAYYYYYYYYY ugh where are you

Jay heard Bey calling him but ignored her and kept walking along the beach …He wasn’t ready to talk to her just yet after everything he saw, he was still hurt and he needed time to think about their relationship and how sick and tired he was of all the drama that involved the two of them …As he kept walking and thinking tears started to fall down his cheeks because he wasn’t sure if this was what he wanted…of course he loved Beyoncé more than anything but was fighting for their relationship worth it at the end?! Was the relationship healthy for him and her?! It wasn’t like they were getting physical against one another but all the drama was getting to him emotionally and surely to Bey too, she always tried to be strong but was she really as strong as she seemed?! And seeing her kissing Usher after everything they have been through made him rethink their relationship even more.  Maybe everyone was right and they weren’t made for each other, that she was too young for him and wasn’t ready for a serious relationship like that…

Jay decided to go back to the house and pack his stuff. He wanted to clear his mind and he figured out that being on this vacation with everyone would make things worse. The fact that Usher was in the same house as him and Bey didn’t help at all. On his way back he ran into Bey who was still looking for him

Bey: *sees Jay* OMG babe I was looking for you.. where have you been?! And why did you leave the house?!

Jay: *attitude* Chill Bey it isn’t that serious

Bey: Oh ok. Did I do something ?! why are you acting like that?!

Jay: *attitude* Acting like what?!

Bey: You know what…. never mind

They head back to the house in silence. Jay didn’t have courage to tell Bey that he was leaving , he actually was trying to escape a fight because he knew Bey would freak out about the fact that he wanted to go back to New York. But he knew that he would have to tell her sooner or later. Bey on the other side was confused on why Jay was acting like that towards her, especially after the great sex they had like 2 hours ago

As they arrived at home Jay headed to their room what left Bey even more confused than she already was.

Bey *thinks* What tf is wrong with him?! He’s acting strange all of the sudden

Her thoughts got interrupted by MsTina who was calling everyone to come to the dinner table

MsTina: BB where is Jay?!

Bey: Upstairs mama I’m sure he will come downstairs soon

While they were talking downstairs Jay was in their room packing all his stuff and getting ready to leave. He called his private jet and decided to call TyTy because he needed someone to talk to

TyTy: Yo man how is the vacation going?!

Jay: I’m leaving today

TyTy: What nigga?! Why?!

Jay: Something happened that made me think about Bey and my relationship and I guess some time apart from her will help me clear my mind

TyTy: Damn really?! What happened?!

Jay: *sighs* I saw her kissing Usher man. I’m sick and tired of everything right now I just need to leave. Can I come to your place?!

TyTy: Sure but why?! You have your own apartment

Jay: *sad* Yeah I know but I’m sure Bey will go look for me there so I need to stay at your place for a while is that ok?!

TyTy: Aright. I hope you are doing the right thing

Jay: Me too. Thanks and see you later

TyTy: ok man give me a call when you arrived at the airport ok?!

Jay: Sure Bye

Jay grabs his packed begs and heads downstairs. Everyone else was at the table , Bey was with her back turned to the hallway so she didn’t see Jay coming with his begs.

Kelly: Bey turn around

Bey: mmmm why?! *turns around and sees Jay with his begs*

A weird feeling overcame her immediately she knew something was very wrong but she couldn’t figure out what. She stood up and walked towards Jay who put the begs down next to the door. She didn’t know what was going on but her eyes already started to get filled with tears, she tried to fight it but she couldn’t help but to cry

Bey: Jay what is going on?! *points at the begs* and these are for what?! Are you leaving?! *wipes her tears away*

Jay *feeling bad* Bey I’m leaving

Bey: *sniff* But why?! What did I do?! What happened?!

Jay: Bey I can’t *opens the door*

Bey: *grabs his arm* NOOOOO!!! please don’t leave or at least tell me why you’re leaving like this *tears were streaming down her cheeks by now*

The others noticed that something was wrong but decided to stay at the dinner table. They figured out that Bey and Jay needed some time to talk although they all were dying to know what was going on. They only heard Bey crying and it seemed like she was begging but they didn’t know why

Seeing Beyoncé react like that made Jay feel horrible. He didn’t even have courage to look her in the eyes, seeing her like that was heartbreaking and was really affecting him. Bey still had her arm on Jay’s trying to stop him but he managed to get away and leave out the door. Bey was standing at the door in disbelieve about what just had happened. Jay left without telling her why and without warning her of his intention. As Jay got into the car to make his was to his private jet the tears started falling down, he was fighting them in front of Bey but now that he was alone he couldn’t help it anymore, his emotions took over him and doubt was starting to emerge as he thought about what just happened. Was it really the right decision?! Was it right to leave Beyoncé standing there without even explaining why he was leaving?! Did this mean the end of their relationship?! Jay debated if he should or should not just go back to the woman he loved. But then was it better going back to the old problems or to have some time apart and maybe make things better?!His heart was telling him to go back but his head was saying the opposite. He took all the strength he had and left and on his way back to New York there was only 1 thing on his mind : BEYONCÉ

Beyoncé was still standing on the door in disbelieve about what just happened, she was still crying her eyes out trying to figure out what went wrong but she couldn’t think of anything in particular and that was the thing that was driving her crazy. She decided to keep standing there maybe Jay would come to sense and come back to her. After 30 minutes the other started to worry about Jay and Bey because they hadn’t come back to the table and they didn’t hear them anymore.

Solo: I’m gonna go look after them

Kelly: NO what if they are still talking and don’t want to get interrupted

Solo: But I can’t hear anything, besides I heard them arguing and I heard Bey crying too so I’m worried about her

Usher was at the table too with a dumb ass smile on his face. He was almost sure that they got into a big fight

Solo: Why are you smiling babe?!

Usher: Oh nothing, I was thinking about something

Solo: *looks at Tina* Mom I want to go see what’s going on

MsTina: I don’t know Solange maybe Kelly is right and we should give them some time

Solo: But if something is wrong?!

MsTina: Ok go to the door if they are still talking come back and let them talk ok?!

Solo: Ok *leaves the table*

Solo walk towards the door and sees Bey standing there crying

Solo: OMG Bey what happened?! Where is Jay?!

Bey: *sniff* He left

Solo: What do you mean he left?!

Bey: He is on his way to New York I think. HE LEFT

Solo: *hugs her* It’s gonna be ok. But why tho?!

Bey: I don’t know *cries harder*

Solo: Bey calm down, c’mon lets go upstairs you need to rest and tomorrow we will do something

Bey: NO I’m gonna stay here!! Maybe he’ll come back

Solo: Bey I don’t think he’ll come back, let’s go upstairs and you can call him then *grabs her hand*

They both go upstairs and Bey tried to call Jay over 20 times but he didn’t pick up. After trying over and over again Bey fell asleep

MsTina goes to check on them and when she enters the room she sees the two girls sleeping and Jay is nowhere to be found. She figured out that something was wrong between him and Bey but she didn’t want to wake them up because they were sleeping so peacefully and it was non of her business.

After a couple of hours Jay finally arrives in New York, he sees TyTy waiting for him and they go to TyTy’s apartment. Jay looks at his phone and sees that he has like 20 missed calls from Bey. It was already so late so he didn’t call or text her back.

Bey woke up at 6am the next morning. She was hoping that everything that happened the night before was just a dream but when she saw Solange lying next to her, she had the confirmation that it was real. She looked at her phone with the hope that Jay had called or at least texted her but that wasn’t the case. Her eyes started to get filled with tears again and she decided to text him maybe he would answer this time

(Bey’s text to Jay) Jay honestly I don’t know why you left like that yesterday. I can’t think of anything that went wrong so please explain it to me, I’m going crazy over her. I tried to call you like 20times but you didn’t pick up so please call me. I Love You

She tried to get back to sleep because it was really early but it was impossible with everything on her mind.  Meanwhile in New York Jay heard his cellphone vibrate and decided to see who it was. He saw the text message from Bey as he read it, it made him feel worse but going back wasn’t an option and he didn’t know if he was ready to call her yet so he texted her back.

(Jay’s text to Bey) Beyoncé just let us leave it like that. I know I probably sound like an ass right now but I don’t feel like talking to you right now

Bey immediately grabbed her phone as she saw it vibrate. She was sure it was Jay and as she read the message she felt a weird feeling in her stomach. Although Jay texted saying he wasn’t ready to talk she called him anyway with the hope he would pick up. Jay saw that Bey was calling him and his heart started to beat faster.

Jay: *thinks* Shit she’s calling should I pick up or not?! Well but I’ll have to talk to her sooner or later  and I can’t keep running away lets end it right now

Jay: * Picks up* Hello

Bey: Jay?!

Jay: Yes?!

Bey: Where are you and why did you leave me like that?! *starts crying*

Jay: Bey stop crying you know that I hate that

Bey: Sorry but I can’t help it now answer my question

Jay: Bey I think we should be apart for some time.

Bey: Are you breaking up with me?! *cries*

Jay: *silence*

Bey: JAY TALK TO ME!!! Are you leaving me for good?! *sniff* Why?! What did I do?!

Jay: Bey it’s not your fault it’s me. I think I’m not ready for a serious relationship neither are you

Bey: What the hell?! Why are you saying this now?! What happened we had such a good time at the beach and the sex was great too so what went wrong?!

Jay: Bey just stop ok?! I just think that maybe you are not the right one for me

Jay’s heart dropped when he told her this, it just sort of came out. That maybe if he acted like that it would be easier for her to get over it. He heard nothing from the other end. Beyoncé was broken hearted and Jay knew that so after the silence Bey finally said something

Bey: So you fucked me and now you are leaving?! So you really  ‘’ thug em, fuck em, love em, leave em, Cause you don't fuckin need em’’ huh?!

Jay: Maybe I really am what everyone thinks

Bey: So everything we have been through doesn’t mean anything to you anymore?!So all the fucking times I cried on your shoulder and you encouraged me?! All the talks we had?! All the secrets we shared?! That doesn’t mean anything Shawn?!!!

Jay: Apparently not all the secrets were shared and it lacked on honesty

Bey: What are you talking about?!

Jay: It doesn’t matter anymore Beyoncé. You are so young and you still have so much life to live. We have different point of views

Bey: Are you fuckin someone else Shawn?!

Jay: Beyoncé like I said it doesn’t matter

Bey: Oh so you came to this conclusion after we spent the whole day at the beach and after the sex afterwards?! Tell me Shawn what did I do wrong so that I can make it better the next time. What did I do wrong?! What?! I didn’t suck dick good enough?! Didn’t ride nice dick like you like it?! Huh Big Pimping?! Did my pussy stank?!What?! What did I do?! You got bored  fucking me?!

Bey’s words really got to Jay he was in tears by now. The things she listed weren’t near the problem at all. Jay whipped his tears away because he wanted to seem strong and get over with this conversation asap.

Jay: Just drop it Bey. You have a nice body you are beautiful and I had fun

Bey: FUCK YOU *she screamed before hanging up the phone*

This phone conversation left both broken hearted. Jay was battling with if he did the right thing or not, was it really the end of everything?!Jay continued to think of everything meanwhile Bey was still in shock about everything Jay said to her. She was determined to go back home but the others convinced her to stay the rest of the time they had left. They tried to cheer her up as good as they could but it didn’t help at all Bey was an emotional wreck and everybody saw that. Usher’s attempts to get closer to her failed. She blocked everything and everyone. Jay’s words were burned in her head and no one could erase them. While the others enjoyed the rest of the vacation Bey just stayed in her room feeling sorry for herself.

After the week was over they headed back to Houston where Bey decided to speak her mind to Jay for the last time but this time not with a call but by text message.

Bey’s text messages to Jay:

(text) Hello Shawn it’s me. I thought a lot about what I wanted to say to you and seriously I don’t know what went wrong. You broke my heart into pieces with everything you said to me in our last conversation

(text) I don’t know if I should be mad at myself for falling in love with you and get so attached or if I should be mad at you for taking my soul and breaking me into pieces

(Text) what we had was so beautiful, you meant the world to me. I have never felt like this before , your love turned me into a woman. Although I had been in a relationship with Lyndell before it was completely different from what we had. You made me believe in myself and believe that I could conquer the world if I just believed in it.

(text) You were my rock, my partner my everything and that’s what made me love you even more. And now after what happened I don’t know if you feel the same, I feel embarrassed and stupid because you played me like that and I didn’t even notice

(Text) I don’t even know if the things you said to me all this time were honest or just a lie. But it’s partially my fault for letting you take control of me like that. I hate feeling like a broken person like I’m feeling right now. Maybe I’m really not good enough for you. I’m surrounded by people but I feel so lonely. You were the light in my darkness but now I feel empty and in the dark.

(Text) I love you more than anything but I learned that I have to start  putting  me first and love me first. I’m giving you one last chance to work things out and if you decide to end our story for good I’ll have to accept it. So If you still want to be with me you can call/text or whatever you want to do to get in touch again. You’ll have until tomorrow night. I know that maybe you are busy but if I’m important enough you’ll make time for me.

(Text)If this isn’t the case I’ll change my number and you will never have to talk to me again. Love Beyoncé

Jay sees the text messages and decides to…..

TBC…..

VACATION

I’m soooooo sorry guys that it took me so long to update..i was busy and honestly a little lazy too haha That’s why I made this post longer just for y’all.. Shout out to @NishBey222 @Ash_Trinalana @paulachill I love you guys and here is the update like I promised J Oh Paula and we are still waiting for yours lol

In the last post: Well Matthew cheated on MsTina she found out, everybody ended up crying lol MsTina told Matthew to get out and at the end Jay opened the door and who was standing there?! Yep Usher so here we go ….

Jay: *opens the door* Usher wtf are you doing here?!

Usher: Chill man I didn’t come to start anything

Jay: Oh so why are you here then?! Your ass isn’t welcomed here

Usher: I’m here because of Solange so is there a problem?!

Jay: YES YOU..Oh you switched sisters now huh?!

Usher: Jay seriously?! That’s non of your business, so can I please talk to Solange now?! She texted me 

saying to come over because something happened and she needed me here with her

Bey hears the commotion and decides to see what’s going on with Jay

Bey: *sees Usher* O.o Oh it’s you

Usher: Oh hey Bey *hugs her*

Jay: *side eyes them*

Bey: so what are you doing here Usher?! It’s really not a good moment right now, we are going some through tough times..so I think you should leave

Usher: What’s going on?! Solo texted me saying I should come over

Bey: Oh she did?! *remembers the convo she had with Solo earlier*

Usher: Yes..Can I come in and see her?!

Jay: NO

Bey: Shut up Jay..sure you can, if she texted you saying that you should come then I’m ok with that

Usher: Thanks Bey and sorry for the thing I told you the last time

Bey: It’s ok and you are with Solo now so we should forget the past

Jay: Wait what?!!

Bey: Chill Jay I’ll explain everything later..now lets go inside

They go inside and when Solo sees Usher she jumps right intro his arms

Solo: *cries* I’m so glad you are here..i really need your support right now

Usher: *hugs her tight* No problem sweetheart

Bey: Awwww Jay look how cute they are

Jay: Yeah yeah I still don’t like his ass, he better NOT try something with you or Solo or I’ll beat his ass

Bey: *kisses him* Oh aren’t you cute?! I love when you are protective like that babe

Jay: I’m not cute I’m tough you know?!

Bey: Haha yeah right boo *kisses him*

They all keep hanging out and trying to cheer MsTina up..They decide that they all would  go to Hawaii for some days just to get away from everything especially Matthew and the whole media

1 month later at the Knowles house

Jay: *yells from downstairs* Beyoncé get yo ass downstairs woman… Damn how long do you need to pack yo shit huh?!

Bey: *yells* I’m coming chill ugh

Jay: Yeah yeah that’s what you be saying the past hour!!!

Knock knock

Jay: *Opens the door* Oh hey guys

Usher, Kelly, Michelle, Angie and Ty were at the door..of course they wouldn’t miss a chance to go on vacation with Bey and Jay because they knew that Jay didn’t economize just to make Bey happy

Everybody hugs Jay

Kelly: Jay where is Bey?!

Jay: Like you don’t know here…she’s still packing her shit, I told her to be ready at 4 and now it’s 4:30 and she’s still not done

Ty: haha that sounds like Bey..let me go check on her

15 minutes later everybody is ready even Bey

Jay: FINALLY damn Bey you packed for a whole year?!

Bey: *kisses Jay* Boo you know me…don’t expect me to only pack one bag lol

Angie: Bitch finally..we were here waiting on your ass…damn I still wonder how Jay  didn’t get tired and we didn’t leave without you

Bey: Shut up hoe lol you know that without me there would be NO vacation

Solo: Boom bitch Bey just shut your ass up

Angie: Oh hush

Ty: You pressed?! Haha that what you get for talking shit

Jay: Ok guys lets go

MsTina: yeah you know that’s right..i’m ready for the beachhhhhhh

Solo: Yes me too and I’m happy to see you like that mom

Bey: Yes me too J Now lets go

They leave and a couple hours later they arrive in Hawaii

At the beach house

Michelle: Jesus Christ this house is EVERYTHING :O

Kelly: I know right?! I love to go on vacation with Mr Jay Z haha

Jay: yeah yeah I see how it is

Bey: Awww don’t be like that..You know that we love you *kisses him*

Jay: Yeah you love my money  *side eyes them*

Solo: No bro you know we love you with or without money

Jay: Yeah right lol

MsTina: Guys lets go to the beach please?!

Ty: YESSSSSS I’m so here for that *jumps up and down*

Bey: Ty you fool hahahaha ok my let us just change into some beach clothes ok

They all change in some beach clothes and of course Bey is the last one walking downstairs..The others got tired of waiting for her so they already left for the beach the only one still in the house was Jay

Bey: *walks downstairs*

Jay: Finally Bey *looks at her* Damn baby *licks lips* mmmmmm you look so sexy baby lets just stay here and go upstairs and have some fun

Bey: *laughs* No Jay the others would suspect something and you KNOW that..i wouldn’t hear the end of it

Jay: Haha ok I know lets go then *slaps her butt*

Bey: *giggles* You are so bad babe

Jay: Like that ain’t the reason why you are with me

They all are spending a great day at the beach..they ended up burying Bey in the sand..it was all Jays fault he 

held her while the others threw the sand on her

Bey: *gets out and runs after Jay* Come here punk…oh you scared now huh?!

Jay: Oh hell no you are full of sand.. move your sexy ass away from me *laughs and keeps running*

Usher: *thinks* Damn Bey is so sexy…I wish I had a chance with her..i like Solo she’s  sweet and everything 

but she’s not Beyoncé…I have had a crush on that girl for a long time now…maybe I can talk to her later 

*Solo interrupts his thoughts*

Solo: Usher..USHER baby?!

Usher: What?!!

Solo: Haha do you see this two fools running around like 2 kids?! Haha they are too cute

Usher: yeah yeah

Solo: Is something wrong with you?!

Usher: No nothing *smiles and kisses her*

Bey catches Jay and they fall on the floor

Bey: *laying on Jay* I got you slow ass haha *rubs her body on his* Now you are full of sand too

Jay: oh I like that rubbing lol and your boobs are all on my face

Bey: Oh gosh Jay you are so nasty babe

Jay: haha says the freak

Kelly: *yells* What are you guys doing?! Damn you guys can’t wait until we get back to the house huh?!

Everybody laughs

Bey: Oh hush *whispers in his ear*Baby I even have sand in my kitty

Jay: O.o *stands up* C’mon we are gonna shower right NOW

Bey: haha

They all get back to the house and Jay drags Bey into the room

Jay: *kissing her and closes the door with his foot* Mmmmm baby I couldn’t wait to have you just for me

Bey: Oh believe me too..lets go into the shower I need to get this sand off me

Meanwhile downstairs

Ty: *laughs* You know that they are getting it IN right now right?! Hahahaha

Angie: Haha yeah jay’s ass couldn’t wait to have Bey naked

Solo: ikr?! FREAKS

MsTina: Hush guys they are grown and they can do whatever they want *laughs*

Kelly: You know we right haha

Everybody is laughing except Usher

Upstairs in the shower

Jay got on his knees first he started eating her out like there was no tomorrow what was driving her crazy after he had her screaming and he felt her coming

Bey: Ommmgggggggggggggg Jay I’m cominnnnnngggg

Jay: *eats faster and stucks 2 fingers in her wet kitty*

Bey: Ahhhhhh shit *cums*

Jay then kissed her way up to her boobs he sucked them wet titties and swallowed the water too because it 

was so hot in there

Jay: *grabs Bey by her waist and pins her against the wall* You ready baby?!

Bey: Yes just fuck me Jay

Jay: O.o oh ok *starts thrusts in and out slow*

Bey: Faster and deeper babe AHHHHHHH that shit feels so damn good *scratches Jays back*

Jay: *goes faster and deeper* Damn Babeeeeeee shittttt

After a while Jay grew weak and could no longer support her weight so he eased her down and bent her over… Her face was directly in front of the shower nozzle so she was getting a face full of steamy hot water…She gasped for air.

Jay: Damn Bey you feel so damn good

Bey: Smack it babe ahhhhhhhh

Jay smacked the shit out of her wet ass cheeks

Bey: Yes just like that baby..i love that shit ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Daddy

Jay turned her towards the glass and pressed her against it, never stopping the stroke. She could barely take it all.

Bey: Omggggggggggggggggggggggg Jayyyyy I can’t take it anymore ohhhhhhh I’m ijsnsbdhgdgd

Jay: Shittttt wait for me babe

Bey: Oh I don’t………………. know if ….ii…..iiif i caaaannnnnn

Jay: Just a little *goes faster* oh shhhhiiiiitttttt

They both come after like 2 min

Downstairs they heard them go at it because Bey was screaming so loud

Kelly: Well DAMN Jay is putting in work

Angie: You know Jay got that gooooood dick

Ty:  Hahaha you know that’s’s rightttt..She’s a bad bitch lol

Usher: *pressed* I bet it’s not that good*

Solo: Phahahah yeah right you hear her screaming?! YEP it’s THAT GOOD

20min later Jay and Bey come downstaird while the others were still laughing and making fun of them

Bey: You guys are laughing about whar?!! *curious*

Ty: Phahahahahahahah nothing bitch nothing

MsTina: Don’t mind them sweetie you know how there are

Kelly: aaaaaaaahhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhaaaaa yep

Bey: Mmmm ok *side eyes them*

MsTina: Ok I’m gonna cook something now you guys hungry?!

Everybody: YESSSSSSSS

MsTina: OK OK Jay you wanna help me?! I know you can cook J Unlike someone *side eyes Bey*

Bey: C’mon mom

Jay: hahaha sure MsTina I would love to help you *kisses Bey* You know that I sill love you haha

Bey: >_> Yeah right ..i’m gonna watch a movie upstairs, I see I’m not loved here*pouts*

Angie: You are such a big baby Bey

Bey: Oh shut up *acts like she’s mad and goes upstairs*

The others stay in the living room talking and watching a movie while Bey is upstairs in her room and Ms Tina 

and Jay are cooking for everybody

Bey: Oh Yessssss the Jersey Shore is on tv *starts fist pumping (lmfaoooo)

Suddenly there is a knock on the door

Bey: *thinks* mmm is Jay done cooking?

Person: *knocks again*

Bey: Ok come in

Usher: *opens door* Hey Bey can I talk to you?!

Bey: Uh what are you doing here?! I don’t have nothing to talk about with you

Usher: Please Bey just 5min

Bey: *sighs* Usher you know if Jay sees you here he will freak out

Usher: *comes in* Please Beyoncé

Bey: *stands up* Please leave usher *pushes him towards the door*

Usher: *grabs her face and kisses her*

Little did they know that Jay saw them kissing

TBC…………….